The answer

My old friends and family ask me why did I only give them my picture in whatsapp group. I don't know how to answer but personally I have my own reasons.

Based on my observation, every year I posted my raya's picture and everyone would like and leave some comment

" cantiknya "

" lawanya"

and the things continuously goes that way. which sometimes makes me ripple. atau bahasa mudahnya riak. yang buat kta rasa kita lebih baik, lebih cantik dan mula terbit rasa bangga diri yang melampau sampai nak lagi nak lagi upload gambar..

this makes me scared. the reality is I shouldn't do that. really i've been thinking to stop doing the 'post selfie in every outing' ' post selfie in every occasion'. but me, as a girl kadang kadang rasa nak buat but perempuan memang akan sentiasa perlukan dorongan dan sebab yang kukuh untuk terus berubah dan berhenti dengan tabiat post gambar ni.

hence, i've met my reason. which actually, I met my future husband. that's why i slow down every social media activity just for the sake of letting my future husband is the only man (that is not my family ) see my picture. which really make me taking care myself even more.

kalau sebelum ni, rasa agak gambar tu cantik and nak bagi org tengok, i'll post it. but now, i give the privilege to my love. the privilege for him to see my selfie, my picture and my moment and all. I personally did not post any selfie picture since early of this year.

sebab da tau da diri sendiri ni sape - bakal isteri org. kalau bkan sekarang nak jaga setiap yg ada untuk fiq, how can i practice bila da kawen nanti. it feels so good bila boleh jaga semua because i know at the end of the day i will give my all to him. since dia pun sangat particular dengan segala benda towards me. he's the man that don't want to share anything about me to anybody else. that's why bila nampak leher, baju pendek or ketat, angkat kain sbb takut kain kotor is a NO for him. pantang dia kalau buat semua tu.

as a conclusion sebenarnya tahun ni takde lagi post selfie dan gambar apa2 occasion kerana gadis ingin menjaga diri gadis sebagai seorang yang bakal dinikahi oleh bakal suami. privilege cuma untuk dia seorang. dan selamanya cuma untuk dia. Aamiin..